My Ambition Pt. 05
I spent the next hour sitting in a bathroom stall, crying my eyes out. I'd been raped by the CEO and I had allowed it to happen. Had even been made to participate and respond to his attentions. I felt dirty and worthless, degraded in a way that I'd never felt before. All for a job. Yes, a job that I'd dreamed about and worked for, to be a professional in an important business. But that made it feel even worse, because I felt like I'd whored myself for that job. Making me wonder if I deserved it for my ability, or whether I got it for my looks, with my body. I'd never felt so undermined and ashamed. I'd tried to wash the taste of myself out of my mouth, but the residue remained, even if it was only in my head. The foul taste of his fingers, or rather my juices, coated my tongue and pervaded my smell, reminding me that I'd got wet for him, like a wanton slut. That together with his residue between my legs... and mine too? I'd tried to wipe it away scrub